No worries..

Daes of winter s0nata ** d 81 th dae ..

i m NOT
a hypnotist..
naturally..
And, now i know..
until i lost d ability
to mesmerize myself..

"you can,you can do it.."
the concetration of
this motivation force
is decreasing sharply..
not all becos of d
endless exams..
... ...
just feel that i m too weak

sick for sometime,
i wish to have a great sleep..
(lots of them wish too)
And,it is hard..
juz too tense..
til nid d power of ebony & ivory
drag me to d dreamy world

i m sick,
add on d "sickness" of
not understand every single thing
during Russian class
being d worst in d class
d feeling is grievous

should i blame my agent
for not arranging a proper Russian class
before this
OR i should blame myself
for not enuf diligent..

On d way to anatomy clas
i got my 1st fall
on d snowy ground
it was painful
then,
found out
forget to bring my lab coat
is a taboo for ANATOMY
oops~

All the falls in a day
in d end,
tears collapse
yesterdae,asleep with tears
todae, back with tears

No matter how,
i stil hav to face it..
No worries,
i m fine.
i juz nid a place to throw
d sadness away..

Tomorrow,
my smile will continue
to head forward.. ^_^