Sunday, November 22, 2009


让再踏出每一步 都更深思熟虑





Thursday, November 12, 2009

Beautiful sky

What is the colour of your sky todae?
i love white, so it represents great day
i love blue too, so it represents day with hope
A blueish white sky is the best day...

Sunny day does not last long..
it comes with black day, pink day and .... etc..

What if going to a very very very far far farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr place away in the next second?
Not a -ve thinking, but i would wonder this question most of the time..
Not afraid.. but feel that still have alot of plans to be done and yet lots of things to be rectified..
A lot of people haven met yet ..

The most important thing is.. how to make TODAY is worth of it?

When it comes to going after the thing we love in life, do try not giving NO as answer ^-^
Cherish ice-cream moment, too. =P

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Winter's Precursor

October ..
Maple leaves..
Rainy days..

symbols of this season..
the precursors of winter..
day light saving has started,
it means it is officially 5 hours earlier in Russia compared to Malaysia
No longer 4 hours..
Longer sleep could be extended
A loud hooray could be listened in every heart..

before heading to class,
another thing dat hav to make sure to bring is rainbrella~^^
quite annoying as it rains almost everyday..
is my 2nd year here..
i feel quite use to..
jus dat i hate to see my muddy beloved Converse
Last saturdae, was a complicated day..
spent quite long time to study & prepare Histo..
i guess i cud score better if it is only theory without identifying slides
Haha.. Dreaming again Piscesian.. but was contented to the outcome
i feel that i learn too, and more even during control time..
i learn explaining skill, i learn to be calm and confident..
i learn to be shaped.. i learn to differentiate true and false..
i learn to listen to voice of sincerity.. Exams have becum another platform for me to challenge myself,to have more motivations,to gain more knowledge to equip a medicine student... How can one give up before trying? how can one give up if only attempts 1-2 times; In fact, Success belongs to those who run to the end of race..

Sleeping time was less than 6 hours for the last few days..but stil went to Big Asan (shopping centre) after histo control in that afternun =( impossible for a piggie wil do so BUT .. i went.. to accompany Lynn to get her dream chair at IKEA since she was the only gal..After waited roughly 1hour for bus, finally we reached home at roughly 9pm.The funny part was we were almost wet becoz a reckless driver splashed up a paddle of water ..We were so tired but we laughed becoz of our unfortunate =.=

Greyish blue sky causes sadness,, loneliness, down, moody..
For no reason, it can make you missing home indirectly..
but, raining washes off all the unhappy and polluted problems..
Really feel that LIFe is good when the environment looks so fresh..
Hope that Spring wil reach SOON..

What is the STOP CODON for winter ? Sob..
What is the START CODON for summer ? Hehe .. =p

Continue physio-ing .. ~.=

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Missing Violin, Thinking of Piano

Valynne is sleeping..
A typical piggie like me shud be joining her along making sweety dreams together at this wonderful night..
Haha.. i guess muz be over histo-ing d..
mumbling, thinking.. wondering...
instead of reading..

At this moment, i miss my violin..
my life now seems so plain..

i hope by next summer, and every summer can continue learning violin, master it excellently... as well as the theory part.

i wish i can play piano one day..
it may seem is a wildful thought..

is a dream since small..
when my family condition turned better,
i convinced my mum to let my youngest sis to learn PIANO

and plays for me specially at times..
partly it was to fulfill my dream =p

Until my parents were able to support me,
i chose to learn violin when i was in secondary.

The reason was.. it is a classical musical instrument too,
and my mum rejected cello, then ..
it would be very easy
to bring my beloved around to anywhere,
and play it anytime ..

p/s : Like valynne, she misses her beloved heavy piano at home.. Haha..

therefore, i saved and spent rm420
for my very 1st classical, typical, wooden violin..

i enjoy a lot when someone plays piano lively,
i think Valynne enjoys too, cos i owiz ask her to play if i discover piano..
i never regret learning it..

if i were given a chance again when i am small to learn musical instrument,
i think i might not choose medic but being a musical student, major in piano and violin. Hee hee ... ^-^

i do reali reali reali hope i can finish my violin course and piano.. one day..
Time is not the factor.
wana fulfill it matter when.. =)

Saturday, October 10, 2009


今天看见朋友夹在书中的书签写着 “ Be Positive Always" 。。
这样的写着这样一句话……我就算是站着了一个小时多脑袋却好累地在想:“真的是这样吗……” 只怕我会自己跟自己比较多了,挫折来时变得更需要好多好多勇气去跨越……我并不会妒忌,真的不是……嗯……不想造就很差,一个走在病人后的医生……



一个月两个星期三天四个小时的秋天我又是一波三折的过…… 枫叶的季节过得好慢……

Wednesday, September 2, 2009






Saturday, August 29, 2009

Trials in life

Proceeding to my 2nd year in medical field. Sounds everything runs smoothly.

I left Malaysia to Moscow on Monday. Thought staying at Spartive for 2 nights temporary. It costs us 300 Rubbles per night. Mos Lanka ( known as Money Laundry by a creative student ) which as the beneficiary of our university makes us headache deadly. Eventually, we will move to Kusminki which is our permanent hostel on 31st August. Our classes start on 1st September. Sigh~ Means we need to find place to stay for the next 6 days... Thanks alot Alot ALOT to the lovely & helpful seniors in Spartive. Few of our seniors are still holidaying in Malaysia. That's why we could fortunately stay at their rooms. Couldn't imagine what's gona happen without them ... ...

Tomorrow is our big day. We have to shift our stuff from 3 different places to Kusminki. More stories to be continued ~ >.<

The service message for this great Sunday is " Are you ready to travel? '' Thinking deeply. Very often we ask WHY when we face hardship or in an unfavorable situation. Learning to be obedient, just follow the waves of life. His plan is alwiz best for us. He places us in all zones, we mustn't take it for granted sometimes but keep practicing our faith to Him. Learning to acknowledge my weakness, and i want to rectify them, as I have a Holy Father as my friend.Dark, it is so dark that I could not able to recognize which is the true way. I need the brightest light to pull through ...

Thanks .. and thanks .. for yesterday, today, and tomorrow.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Xi'An Part 1 - Smiles

Smiles can brighten our life. Apparently, the suffering and pain are some of the factors that can make people forget how to smile.. Let's see how do you feel when looking at their smiles but seeing into their eyes ... ...

* with Pastor David & newly painted wall and mullar *
* Lois (UK), Susan (Scotland), Isaac Siow, Chin Ling and I were grouped to renew this stairway *
* ChinLing had a good time with the lovely kids *
* Bev ( Australia) is the long-termed volunteer of China Heart International. She is a former experienced nurse.
* Nicola ( Wales) is a journalist and a part time teacher of a private centre. Her favourite quote is Amazing. Lovely and then give you a wink. She loves kids. *
* Soo Ying worked well with her Red team! " Jiayou .. Jiayou .. " they shouted excitedly.
* Game Time *

* Sea World *
* The other groups cleaned and painted 3 1/2 classrooms and corridors that was rundown in 5 days.
* Calviny *

* Nicola & Bev *

* Praise the Lord that the principal of Dr School requested to join us during the pray and worship. * Right-Barney ( Australia) *

* Mercy Team *
* ChinLing, Lois & I * I washed one part of my hair with carosine b'coz got oil paint on it >.< ** Hardworking Lynn that painted all the blackboard frames and doors. *
* Dr Liu, principal of Dr School also took part. He always said duno how to repay, but all of us know well that we are building His kingdom. This mission is for Him. May His blessing be poured abundantly to every corner of the school and every single wonderful kid. *

* Glen (Australia) is a very nice guy who brought us lotsa laughters. He supervised the work so that would be able to finish on time. *
* Aaron and Bev wore the specs that were to protect our eyes during school maintenance. *

* Isaac them went to a boarding school that the management strictly diciplines the problematic teenagers. They had English conversation in that 2 days to know the stories behind them which led my teamates to tears. *
* Pain behind the smile.No one knows, but their presence brought sparkles of hope in their life. *

* Pastor David & John (England) *
* Our Malaysia Team leader, Isaac Siow *

* John and Ros (Australia) were teaching them English. *

* Lunch Time at boarding school *

* The hostel at Dr School * Rundown area, but ChinaHeart International sponsored the heating system for the children so that they can focus in their studies during winter. *
* the kitchen of the hostel *

* Their smiles looked so innocent and sweet. *

* We mingled with the kids at Dr School.Although they are having spring summer break now, but they were not reluctant to back to school for extra class. I really amazed their spirit of gaining knowledge at such downtown area. *
* Aaron bought big watermelons for us to prevent sun stroke. *

* Ros & SooYing *