*苦恼中*
好想好想，
暂时放下包袱
一刻的在自由里。
搜寻许久都没有
还是最真的海边
感觉声音最真

也许到那时候
却又不想只是一刻
卸下对某种解决不了的责任
等待那个解脱。

今天天使又跟我说
人生就应该过的不后悔
除了健康买不到
那是不是想做的事就该去做呢
下意识我真的觉得天使的话
开始和恶魔synchronize了
天亮天黑日起日落
又有谁能说定下一秒
每一天都是一个恩典
*看见新希望中*

MOSCOW ZOO - they enjoy their care-free and stress-free life

Life isnt like a bed of roses alwiz, but definitely there will be full of hopes ...
 * continue to believe*

Matthew 8:24-26

And behold, there arose a great storm on the sea, so that the boat was being swamped by the waves; but he was asleep. And they went and woke him, saying, “Save us, Lord; we are perishing.” And he said to them, “Why are you afraid, O you of little faith?” Then he rose and rebuked the winds and the sea, and there was a great calm.


Today my fren asked me , what is my dream after he watched a show. He said a man without dream will be perished. Keep moving on is the way of proving today is better than yesterday. Love life kids are alwiz one of the sources of my motivation. I have an odd feeling often develops at class when i look at thick medical book, a driving force that will tell me tonight u gotta read up these interesting stuff.. Often i feel i am weak but still that is one of the reasons i am at this point of the journey..

" Could u pls help us to live life to the fullest.. " said by a girl who had the end-stage-osteosarcoma that had passed away. Enjoying the process, than highlighting the result. Sometimes we would gain when we are not notified, in different ways and different moments of life when we realize. *SMILE*

LOVE LIFE, L2 

期待遇见你。
蓝色的你，蓝色的天空。
马来西亚，我在等你。

                                       Kievky Pakzal (Kievky Train Station)

                                           Monastery , nearby the hospital

                                                   On the way to the next class

                                                    Enjoyed feeding the pigeons

                                 Arbatskaya Metro station

                                                    - москва - Spring Tulips season -



还有好多的梦要追，
努力实现这些心愿
希望给予小小贡献
路还好长还很遥远
却需要一步一脚印
我不是要一双翅膀
只想要你们的支持
在你看不到的世界
一直狠狠地摔一跤
累积的不只是经验
更是坚持的旅程碑
一生时间附上筹码
败挫补拙也不回头
为了看见那线曙光
一同并肩一块作战
一同遥望同个方向
请你不要看轻《追梦》。

15 May 2012
Blue Monday, stroked thru'out the whole day by different incidents.
Every hit made me felt so tired, but i dun wanna give up..
I can feel the angel and devil were fighting, and i just wish to have someone to guide me that night.
Life issues, a sudden-rose-up family incident, Concomitantly, third strike attacked.. Standing at the cross-junction, the blocks that just popped out on the route of studies which need to consider wisely what to choose.. i could have broken down just becos of the accumulated strength used up over a day..

After a drizzling night without a good rest but had a hug from her thou without much words, brought the smile on "her" face just becos life still goes on.. Without full remission, and then on and off, many small mini little unrelated matters could just account for u to solve..   The feeling was terrible where u feel disconnected from everything .. Be strong, the angel said. Get some rest, the devil said.  It was a disappointed Tuesday, i tried so much to keep motivated, and again the fourth one attacked silently-sickness..

Lookin forward to a better Wednesday, a great Thursday, a wonderful good Friday and the best Weekend..
Moving on .. while walking with Him.